Psychobabble

Break-Through? Break Down.

2011-12-07T01:59:00.001+08:00

People are odd things. They amaze, bewilder and stupefy me. They shake me up, they open my eyes, they sweep me off my feet. They spark my interest, but usually fail at retaining it - and because of that one flaw, end up getting hastily thrown back into that vast, swirling blur of 'acquaintances' and 'just friends'. We're all boring people, it's true. We lead boring lives, filled

The Beginning Of The End.

2011-11-30T00:32:00.001+08:00

So it all comes down to this, then. First, the last SPM paper. Then, prom. Next, the NST Young Writers Award Ceremony. After that, the 14th annual KYC. I'M WRITING THE ARTICLE THIS YEAR OMG!!!!!! Pretty soon the Japanese I'm hosting is going to arrive, and then it's going to be a whirlwind of "Malaysia Truly Asia" hotspots until she leaves next year. Top it all off with another

Warmth: A Poem.

2011-09-27T17:09:00.001+08:00

I have never felt this way before. It feels like summer has sprung in the pit of my stomach and the warmth burns me from the inside out fills me up so that the back of my eyelids turn red and I cannot see cannot think cannot feel cannot want for anything more than I want you. It feels like flying kites on a windy day with your hands - warm, solid, mine - pressed against my sides as we tie all

A Day By The Sea.

2011-08-02T23:49:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, I went to the beach. It was not the holiday getaway-type, with crystal blue waters and pristine sands. Quite on the contrary, it was located in Malacca, where the people don't normally give two hoots about the environment, so the ocean was a dull grey colour and the beach was littered with cigarette butts and plastic bottles. My friends, clearly appalled by this, tried to

All I Want: An Exposition.

2011-06-30T00:18:00.001+08:00

I've never really understood the need for secrecy. My life was an open book; people were free to flip through my pages, to have a quick browse through my contents. Usually, the things I let on were pretty superficial: my opinions, my emotions, the thoughts flitting through my head at the time. I'd give you my take on education policies; tell you if I was feeling delirious with rage;

The Last Something That Meant Anything.

2011-04-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I still miss you these days. We are different people now, leading different lives. You don't even smile when we pass each other in the hallways anymore; don't even bother asking after me. Isn't it strange how people can go from being someone's everything to nothing at all? And yet sometimes when I am sitting in my room and a light breeze ruffles through the shades, the smell of

Never Again.

2011-01-05T18:48:00.002+08:00

I don't want him back anymore. I don't get butterflies when I look at him. I don't feel like getting closer to him. There is no urge to walk over when I see him from across the room; no visceral tug on my heart that makes me want to stay. Sometimes, the pain completely overshadows the joy - so much so that you're forced to prise your fingers off and let go, lest it eats you alive.

Some Things Never Die.

2010-12-16T02:57:00.004+08:00

It's kinda silly that I should break down on one of my happiest days these holidays, and yet, I'm doing it all the same. I'm sniffling in front of the computer now, my tears scintillating under the glow of the screen. The darkness around me slowly encroaches, creeping unto me and seeping into the deepest marrows of my bones.I am sad, I am tired, but most of all - I am wanting. The Nudging Group

A Kid At Heart.

2010-11-28T02:52:00.006+08:00

From the 21st to the 27th of November, a cyber epidemic took Facebook by storm. It crept up on velvet paws, seizing hold of its victims and changing them, transmogrifying them, until they were never the same again. It sank its claws into the deepest recesses of their subconscious, excavating not one, not two, but tens upon thousands of shoestring memories, all linked together by one comprehensive

Epilogue.

2010-11-05T03:49:00.011+08:00

You left me. So really, to have called me "upset" for the past one month would have been a gross understatement. I forced myself to keep awake in fear of the demons that lie in wait for me at night, I lost all inclination to do anything productive (Yes, even blogging)... Heck, I nearly died of asphyxiation in the shower a few days back because I was crying too hard to breathe, and the water

Just To Ease My Guilt.

2010-09-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION: OFFICIAL HIATUS I will be going on an official hiatus as of now til the 12th of October, when my final-term exams will finally come to a fruition. Just putting it out there, y'know, so I'll stop feeling guilty about not updating. Hols were wonderful, made me realize how much I loved spending time with my friends. :) Would love to do a post on them but yes, time is of the essence!

It Was Only Just A Dream... Or Was It?

2010-09-09T01:17:00.006+08:00

If you've ever loved somebody put your hands up If you've ever loved somebody put your hands up And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything Speaking of which, Nelly's new song is mind-blowing. Like one commenter vigilantly pointed out, "There's a reason why nobody has Disliked this song."And if I may, I would just like to mention how "Just A Dream" corresponds perfectly with

Have A Little Faith, They Said.

2010-08-08T19:04:00.006+08:00

An extract from my piece for Oral Interpretation 2: "Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass… It’s about learning to dance in the rain. Because really, life is all about learning to smile in the face of adversity. Sure, sometimes the problems we encounter are too much for us to bear, but it is those problems that ultimately make us human. If everything was smooth-sailing until the day

30.

2010-08-08T13:59:00.001+08:00

Came across this meme in Kay Yi's blog, and thought it looked interesting. :D Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself. Day 02 → Something you love about yourself. Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life. Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to

To: You.

2010-07-11T18:33:00.007+08:00

Dear Cupcake, I know I've given you too many reaons to be insecure as it is, and I don't know how to make you think otherwise, but please trust me when I say that you are the only one for me now.I know it is hard to believe, these words I am speaking now, but I do not expect you to accept them overnight. I don't resent you for distancing yourself from me, for keeping me at an arm's length,

Les Miserables.

2010-07-09T00:58:00.011+08:00

There was a time when love was blind And the world was a song And the song was exciting I hate my blog. It's so unstructured now, the posts alternating between painfully long ones encapsulating my overall life experiences or brief one-line quickies bearing empty promises of the aforementioned summaries.And really, we both know the latter outweighs the former. I know I've promised to

Waiting For Yesterday No More.

2010-06-21T15:43:00.004+08:00

So, I'm letting you go. I can't believe I'm actually DOING it. After 10 solid months of hankering after you, reasoning with myself and just plain holding on, I've finally found the strength in myself to liberate the both of us.Not that it required much of that quality to begin with. See, when you love someone, the hardest part isn't actually letting them go - it's taking them back. 'Cause that's

New Layout!

2010-06-14T02:02:00.002+08:00

I don't know about you, but I think it's fabulous. :D :D :D Caron tomorrow, YAYNESS!

2010-06-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hols have been absolutely HECTIC. I don't even have the time to do my holiday homework, let alone blog. :'( LEO Forum for the next three days, hopefully I'll find the incentive to blog when I get back. Take care people!

I Think It's Becoming A Sort Of Tradition, Don't You?

2010-06-04T01:33:00.010+08:00

How odd. It seems like everytime my exams draw to a close I'll try to revive my blog by completing a meme of some kind.And is it just me, or is EVERYONE blogging more sporadically nowadays? Nearly all the blogs I stalk frequent are dead. It's just sad. Speaking of exams, they were much, MUCH better than expected! Well, with the exception of the last paper, Maths Paper 1, of course. The sheer

Baby Steps, Baby.

2010-05-22T22:01:00.006+08:00

You know what, I'm not even gonna try to atone for my prolonged absence from the blogosphere: it's gonna take much too long and, by the time I even BEGIN to make it up to you guys, I would've out-sung Super Junior in terms of "sorry sorry"s.Nonetheless, my most heartfelt apologies for my dearth of posts lately! :( I admit, I've completely lost my inclination to write. Particularly because every

Shoot Me Now.

2010-04-30T18:17:00.005+08:00

So like, a lot of shit has been happening lately.And I've been having to deal with them, blow after blow after blow.And maybe it's my sucky attitude, my pessimism for everything, the dark raincloud that has hovering atop my head, but I just can't seem to extricate myself from this vicious cycle of doom and gloom. That's the problem with self-help books. They tell you that you have problems, but

2010-04-25T20:10:00.002+08:00

I will be strong I will be strong I will be strong.

Life In Technicolor II.

2010-04-17T19:28:00.005+08:00

Oh love don't let me go Won't you take me where the street lights glow I can hear it coming Like a serenade of sound Now my feet won't touch the ground I find the title exceptionally apt. For one thing, because my life is back in color again - now that I'm out of the hospital and am spending time convalescing at home, I find that I have more free time in my hands; more time to sit back and just

2010-04-08T16:40:00.002+08:00

Hey. Guess what. [Edited on 12/4] Apparently I'm under suspicion for H1N1 currently suffering from dengue. Sorry, I have a retarded doctor who takes 4 days to make up her mind. Isn't that awesome? Will be admitted to the Pantai Hospital Cheras in a few. Pantai Hospital Cheras sucks. FML. Pray for me, people. :(

Ladidumdum.

2010-03-25T23:29:00.005+08:00

LOLLERZ. Still pretty much brain-dead, all the while attempting to compose a winning Commonwealth essay. Can't think of a good beginning lehhhh. :( SHEESH. Been receiving a lot of compliments pertaining to my writing lately, and am very very pleased. :D Thank you so much! Will update once the essay has been written. And my creative juices start flowing again. ... Hopefully.

2010-03-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

Argh! So. FRUSTRATING. I've been staring at this blank white expanse for days now, willing myself to fill it with text, pictures, videos... Anything. But so far my head has been as vacant as the textbox I'm supposed to be typing in. -_- Screw it. I'mma go have a biscuit.

Xerox.

2010-03-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

Similarities. People always talk about how the perfect relationship involves the recurring factor of both individuals having many things in common, but really, how true is that statement? Let's just say you meet someone who is EXACTLY like you. You talk alike, laugh at all the same things, share similar personalities. And while it's all fine and dandy having someone you can completely relate to,

Two More Days!

2010-03-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

Won't be able to go online anymore until after first-terms are over. Yes, this is self-imposed. So I'll probably be popping by once in a while until after the 12th. So keep those b'day messages coming, yo! :P

Surprise!

2010-02-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

If you were to ask me what I wanted most for my birthday, my answer would've been simple: A surprise party. Because to me, birthdays aren't about the cards, the cake, or the presents - it's about being appreciated as an individual. It's about having your existence celebrated; it's about expressing your gratitude to people whom, had you not met, would not have enriched your life in so many ways.

2010-02-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

First good day of the year. I love Accounts, seriously. Pho Phuc Lai! <3

Keep Holding On.

2010-02-22T00:38:00.005+08:00

Have you ever felt like you've lost your way? That you no longer had the impetus to carry on, that you've left behind all the catalysts in your life and you're just cruising along aimlessly 'cause that's all you've ever known how to do? I was lost. So very lost. But now, I think I just might be found. February was slightly better than January, I guess. The Charity Dinner, for one thing, and

Up Close And Personal.

2010-02-21T16:48:00.004+08:00

Fresh from the oven: My STAR BRATs application! A super, super wordy post so it is advisable to skip this if (a) you have an intense aversion towards verbosity or (b) you, for some inexplicable reason, don't want to get to know me better. :P Enjoy! Hi, I’m Wong Gwen Yi, but you can call me Gwen. Nice to meet you. Writing this was not easy. For one thing, I was not clear on who I was. Well,

2010-02-20T02:33:00.001+08:00

I am so freaking exhausted I can scream. I just finished submitting my application essay for STAR BRATs. :/ Yikes. Hope I still make it. The deadline's.. Well, today. I'll post my essay here if I get enough feedback from y'all. So post more comments. The good news? I've got my writing mojo back! :D WOOHOOOO! But right now, excuse me while I go die on the bed. MV with Lay Lay tomorrow, whoop!

2010-02-14T11:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CNY + VALENTINE'S EVERYBODY! I'm off to horde 'ang pau's 'bai nian' now Byebye! ^^v

Eye-Opener.

2010-02-07T23:50:00.001+08:00

And that's what the ISKL SEA Forensics was, really. An absolute, irrefrangible, straight out eye-opener. In the past two days, I'd learnt so much. How to accept constructive criticism and learn from it, how incredibly complaisant and open (EVEN ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIPS! T_T NOOOO ALL THE HOT CAUCASIAN ONES TAKEN LIAO) - not to mention EXORBITANT - International Schools can actually be, how

Timeless.

2010-02-07T00:04:00.003+08:00

"...Early traditions also used white roses as a symbol for true love, an association which would later become the hallmark of the red rose." Old-fashioned romance, anybody? ;)

The Same Old Blood Rush With A New Touch.

2010-02-06T23:17:00.142+08:00

Photo Credits: Ashley GanSo, the LEO Club had its Charity Dinner today @ Corus Hotel. And yes, I completely agree with Geekeat when he said this year's wasn't the same as the WMS 25th Anniversary Dinner in 2008 - heck, it was BETTER. ;) The gang and I had our own table again, which was very regrettably behind a group of ex Form 5's, who seemed hell-bent on undermining our evening by flaunting

The Nanny.

2010-01-31T17:23:00.050+08:00

As you all know, Clarissa celebrated her Sweet 16th today - something I was unfortunate enough to miss out on. The reason? Kids. And no, I wasn't pregnant. The annual Kiwanis Children's Party @ Sunway Lagoon this year fell on the 30th of January, very inopportunely coinciding with Clar's birthday. However, I had already RSVP-ed to this KYC event before Clar had even announced that she was

To: Clarissa Chung (II).

2010-01-30T00:47:00.068+08:00

Today, is a VERY special day. Yes, you guessed it. Happy sweet 16, Clar dearest! :) Thanks for being such a spectacular friend. Thanks for being my listening ear, for always offering me good sound advice, for deeming me your "MTFF" back in Form 2 (Yes, I still remember! :P). Thanks for the retarded laughing sessions at the back of the class, for letting me nuzzle against you and scratch your

For An Optimist I'm Pretty Pessimistic.

2010-01-29T03:39:00.001+08:00

I just don't get it. What is UP with me? I never used to be like this. Jaded, cynical, a wet blanket. Constantly biting people's heads off. Contemptous; unwilling to put an effort into things. It's like I've turned into all the things in the world I swore I'd never become; things I'd hated with a passion. ... Help. 2010 got off to a rocky start. I'd faced the worst dilemmas of all kind: the

Excuses, Excuses.

2010-01-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating lately. Yes, I realize that is probably the biggest understatement for the decade. And yes, I know the decade's just begun... Oh, hush. Why am I arguing with myself? Never mind. So, yes. Went for the school's In-House Leadership Camp on Friday, and then stayed over at Layin's house over the weekend under the pretext of ISKL SEA Forensics practice when really we just spent

2 > 1.

2010-01-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

5 months. 150 days. 3600 hours. We've gone for quite a while now, huh? And through so many things, too. Hope, joy, pain, frustration, anger, fall-outs, ecstasy, pure unabridged desire. Love. And truly, that is all that I feel for you. Love. Everyone's around No words are coming out And I can't find my breath, can we just say the rest with no sound? You say you're not perfect. Well, hey, I'm not

Khabar Angin.

2010-01-23T18:27:00.058+08:00

So, I just got back from the In-House Leadership Camp 2010, which - frankly speaking - I'd thought sucketh platypus balls. Or I could just be PMS-ing again, whichever you prefer. But in the event that I need to redeem myself in front of the facilitators (You never know who's reading, after all!), I must say I did enjoy the telematch Kar Jin came up with: "Khabar Angin". These station games

2010-01-17T01:33:00.001+08:00

SO. How do you like the new layout? :)

When You Tell Me That You Love Me.

2010-01-17T01:15:00.004+08:00

"You say hello Inside I'm screaming I love you You say goodnight In my mind, I'm sleeping next to you" The wedding was really... Something. I'm sorry to say that most parts of it were deemed interminable, especially the abnormally long sermons and the prayers that followed, but other than that it was a really good service. Especially when the bride first started walking down the aisle. I

Yay.

2010-01-15T23:16:00.006+08:00

I am so incredibly happy I chose to go to Arts. 4M is sensational, no doubt about it. The ambience is marvelous, the people are wonderful, and the new subjects - Economics, Accounts and General Science - are plain sailing: well, in comparison with Science subs, that is. It is both a rhapsody and a guilt trip to watch my various Science Stream friends lug their unwieldy Additional Mathematics

2010-01-10T22:58:00.005+08:00

1, I hate decisions. Oh well, hopefully Arts is worth it. 4M, here I come! 2, I'm finally done with my KYC post. Click! And 3, ISKL SEA Forensics is killing my social life. I'm missing out on United Nations Day NOOOO! That and I'm actually hanging out overtime with Layin. :P Ugh. Hopefully we make it into the finals. Sigh, now to write my letter on grovelling to Mathews about my belated

Dilemmas Are My New Best Friend.

2010-01-10T03:57:00.017+08:00

The year has only just begun, and I'm already hating it. I know everyone else felt it: that queer mixture of wistfulness, fear and ambivalence festering at the pit of our stomachs the moment we'd stepped into school on the 4th. Looking around in desperation as your classmates are called, one by one, to be streamed into different classes. With each name, there is one less comrade to share the

Heaven Can Wait.

2010-01-04T00:27:00.009+08:00

Here's a song for the nights I think too much Here's a song when I imagine us together Here's a song for when we talk too much And I forget my words Lay your heart next to mine I feel so alive Tell me you want me to stay, forever 'Cause heaven can wait Here's a song for the one who stole my heart and ran so far, That cupid couldn't catch him

Make Damn Sure.

2010-01-03T20:57:00.005+08:00

Sigh, hols ending soon. :( Depressing lah weih. I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED MY SEJARAH YET. Anyhoo, headed out to Sungei Wang with Mum and GL today on the 2nd. GL was in an exceptionally enterprising mood today, which you can probably infer from this pièce de résistance of hers: Come to think of it, I received this heinous HSM3 pencil box for X'Mas. *shudders* Anyone want it? Browsed through a

Happy New Year Hanukkah!

2010-01-01T23:55:00.070+08:00

So like, it's 2010 now. Time for New Year's Resolutions that we won't keep, champagne that will induce drunk-driving, and lotsa lotsa rempits terrorizing the otherwise blocked-off roads where amateur photographers aggregate to snap fuzzy overexposed photographs of the nation's tax money exploding overhead. Yes, New Year's is indeed a pleasant time. In order to uphold tradition, my family and

A Day Of Firsts.

2009-12-29T23:38:00.115+08:00

Today, marks my unprecedented involvement in a LOT of things I never thought I would get involved in. My first trip down south, to Johor Bahru. My first somewhat romantic walk in a park. My first altercation with the law. Well, somewhat. I learnt that sometimes, you learn to put down your convictions for the people you love. You turn towards what you once deemed awful, like cigarettes and

Yet Again, They Strike!

2009-12-27T01:32:00.002+08:00

Tag #1:Looi Ling Strikes!Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight? Nah, we don't really do phonecalls. :) Ever had a near death experience? Does pissing my mum off count? :P Well, unless you count braving the whitewater rapids and high ropes at KYC as potential NDE situations, then no. Where’s your cell phone? Right in front of me. Ohhh, the radiation! What is the last thing you

OMFG.

2009-12-24T15:38:00.001+08:00

WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO! 7A'S FOR PMR, BABY! :D

Starry, Starry Night.

2009-12-23T23:47:00.015+08:00

On Campfire Night, which just so happened to coincide with Isaac's birthday, the night sky was ablaze with hundreds upon thousands of coruscating, twinkling stars. All throughout the night they scintillated - when the bonfire was set alight; when the six groups each presented their imaginative sketches (HANG TUAH AND HANG JEBAT PIZZA DELIVERIES FTW!); when the CAs made us cut a rug to their

Best Thing I Never Knew I Needed.

2009-12-22T23:25:00.001+08:00

The Three Musketeers (Feels so weird saying this 'cause one of them is my sister -_-) went out to Pav today, despite me looking like some victim of domestic abuse. I mean, seriously. I have bruises running up and down my right arm, PLUS this huge badass one on my right thigh. ... My right side took most of the burn, yes, I noticed. Not to mention all those cuts and scrapes and grazes on the

12.

2009-12-21T18:23:00.004+08:00

I'll never forget the 18th to the 21st of December, 2009 for as long as I live - or for as long as my extraordinarily fallacious memory can hold out, whichever suits you. Through those four days, I've bonded, missed, cherished and risked. I've fought, gotten frustrated, fumed. I've laughed (A LOT A LOT OMFG LAUGHTER YOGAAA), grew, loved. I've lived, and truly, this is something I want to be a

EPIC PHAIL.

2009-12-20T14:33:00.006+08:00

So like, at some point on the way up to Genting, we got really bored. And... What do people do when they're really bored? Spoof songs on the radio, of course. :P PRESENTING... An original B.B.B production TWO TIMES! A PARODY of Justin bieber’s “ONE TIME” By: Bryan B. featuring Gwen Lyne And the lyrics, you ask? Well... Aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye. Me, plus pie. Im'a tell

Chronicles Of All Things Cold: Part One.

2009-12-17T02:15:00.001+08:00

As I'd mentioned in my previous post, I headed up to Genting Highlands for a weekend - well, Sunday to Tuesday, same diff - jaunt along with Mum, GL and Uncle Danny's family. Unfortunately, since I took nearly 150 photos and if I uploaded all of it onto a single post, Blogger will probably go into overload and crash (which will probably provoke the irascibility of the millions of bloggers out

A Couple More Of These.

2009-12-12T19:09:00.053+08:00

Yes, I meant it when I said my holidays were overwhelmingly eventful. Bear with me, okay? :X 11th December Pavilion was staging a fake snow arrayal in front of their Main Concourse at 8pm that night, so my entire family decided to attend it. :) Bryan and Amanda FFK-ed us, though, so in the end it was just Mum, GL and I. By the time we hustled up to the colossal throng of people assembling

The Last Song.

2009-12-09T19:48:00.155+08:00

Today was great. A whole bunch of us - Hui, Layin, JY, Jason, Saac and I - went over to Midvalley Megamall today to celebrate JY's successful completion of SPM and consequent freedom hang out, and while we'd encountered a couple of *erhem* impediments on the way there, it was nothing we couldn't traverse! :) Split ways to watch separate movies, and yes, "Ninja Assassin" was very impressive.

"Ask Me Anything!"

2009-12-08T23:08:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not blogging, too addicted to FormSpring. Go on, try it out. The widget is at the side of my blog. :) Or, to make things easier for y'all, CLICK! GO GO GOOOOO! :D

Looi Ling Strikes!

2009-12-08T00:43:00.004+08:00

Facebook tags, Facebook tags. When art thou gonna leave me alone?! T_T ... Not that I mind, of course. Heh. HONEST SECTION Honestly, what color is your underwear?: Mmm.. Pink. :D Honestly, what's on your mind?: Honestly, I don't get why people - or more like, Facebook - keeps asking me this question. I mean, what - or should I say, WHO - else CAN there be?!! Honestly, what are you doing

Before The Worst.

2009-12-03T23:08:00.057+08:00

First of all, may I just mention how bloody good Coffee Bean's Dark Chocolate Peppermint Frappe is?! Chocolate + Mint = Bliss. Ah, if only I had sufficient time to dwell on such candor. So yes. I've been.. busy. Had my annual dentist check-up yesterday, and really I don't think I stand alone when I say that adolescents should have the right to be dentally emancipated from their parents. ...

2009-12-01T19:33:00.002+08:00

I've decided. I'm going Science. :)

Hum Hallelujah.

2009-11-30T20:22:00.105+08:00

And so, the first week of holidays and subsequently, November, have come and passed. Needless to say, they were spent in a state of near-delusional beatitude - delusional, as things go, because I'd tried my best (and failed) overlooking my mum's growing malcontent towards me. *sigh* That, and my holiday homework is still untouched. Bleh. BUT NEVER FEAR! For I still managed to enjoy what little

Double Tag!

2009-11-29T01:29:00.153+08:00

Tag #1: Looi Ling strikes! :) [x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.' [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door [ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks. [ ] You have run into a tree/bush. [ ] You have been called a blond. TOTAL: 3 [ ] You know that it IS possible

Pengurtle Tertuin!

2009-11-26T00:11:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates; I've grown rather lazy since that last long heartfelt post. *shrugs* Hope the movie marathon @ Pavilion is a go. "Tomorrow's a big, big, big day!" ;)

Thnks Fr The Mmrs.

2009-11-24T02:02:00.011+08:00

“Remember: To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. But, me, I will change the world for you." :) ___________________________________________________________ And so, the year's coming to a close. 2009 has truly been one hell of a ride: new friends, new relationships, new responsibilities, and of course,

"Let's Go, W, Let's Go!"

2009-11-23T18:17:00.005+08:00

3W's Class Party last Thursday was stellar, as usual. ;) At first, most of us were having our doubts about it living up to our previous year's, particularly because Madam Mano was acerbating everyone with her incessant demands (and her offering of the Secret Recipe cakes Nav bought to all the teachers when they were supposed to be for the students -.-). And indeed, as part of her ongoing

iPuff!

2009-11-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

It's funny how it's only during the very final stages of a certain circumstance - when you're about to face a turning point; deal with another juncture in your life - that you begin to realize the underlying connotations of it. I'll miss you all like crazy, 3W. :'( ___________________________________________________________ Decided to catch the 2pm showing of "A Christmas Carol", seeing as

2009-11-17T22:54:00.001+08:00

I FREAKIN' GOT INTO ISKL SEA FORENSICS OMG. :D

Hot Mess.

2009-11-15T23:06:00.005+08:00

Traveling wears me out. Just got back from some impetuous jaunt to Malacca to visit Mar Mar (read: my patriarchal grandmother), and now I'm bloody exhausted. Nonetheless, despite being very furtively.. dubious about certain things lately - yes, no one knows just how completely distraught I've been over it - I've been having a good time. :D Caught up with an old classmate, got a hundred free

2009-11-12T23:24:00.001+08:00

Spelling Bee sucked balls.

Season's Greetings.

2009-11-12T00:24:00.007+08:00

Being Head Cheerleader of 3W sure has its cons. I'm so sunburnt now; my nose look like freaking Rudolph's. BUT I WILL PRAISE GOD ANYWAY. *inside joke* "Facing The Giants" has made such a phenomenal impact on my role as Head Cheerleader, as well as the entire Form 3 student body. Case In Point: Instead of just plain screaming "GO 3W!!!!!!!!!" like every other boring person does, I have taken

Jia Yung Strikes!

2009-11-11T23:58:00.003+08:00

Got this off Facebook, no one reads my Facebook, blablabla OKAY LET'S JUST CUT STRAIGHT TO THE CHASE, SHALL WE? Thanks for tagging, though, JY. :) RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs (+) on your profile page,

Everything.

2009-11-10T23:34:00.007+08:00

You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose... You're everything. Got this off Hao Zhe's blog. This is the authentic version of skit 3LWP presented for the Bible Knowledge Drama today, and yes it's absolutely fantastic. Between you and me, I think Clar was a better actress than the girl in the original

2009-11-10T00:09:00.001+08:00

I'm dead beat. Updates on Malacca, Overdose and everything else that I think matters later. Adios, amigos! *collapses on bed*

To: Caron Lai.

2009-11-09T23:56:00.006+08:00

Well, whaddaya know. It's the 9th of November ALREADY?! :) This can only mean one thing. ... Happy 17th birthday, Caron Lai Chin Yen! :D My Best Friend Beforever, all grown up. *wipes tear away* It seems like it was just yesterday when we were fooling around indulging ourselves in the ephermal world of childish fantasies, namely Barbie, "water play" and PlayDoh. :) We'd come up with

Heartbreaker.

2009-11-05T00:10:00.013+08:00

"God doesn't always give you what you want. Sometimes, God gives you something better." I haven't cried so much in a long time. I've been going through a real tough time lately. Suicidal friends, feuding classmates, a distressed relationship... I don't know how much more I can take. And as if things couldn't get any worse, PEA's have started now, which technically is the school's way of

In Case You're Wondering Why...

2009-11-01T12:40:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been too consumed by: Yes, it's THAT good. Pity it ended so soon. With so much.. Irresolution, too. .. I NEED "CATCHING FIRE". Back to the boring old Internet now for entertainment, I guess. :(

Boom Boom Pow.

2009-10-31T23:31:00.273+08:00

I've had a very eventful weekend. Headed over to Pav early in the morning because 1, the All-American Rejects were having a meet-and-greet session in the Pavilion Concourse (*squeals*) and 2, Li-Vern wanted to watch "Michael Jackson: This Is It" again so yeah I decided to teman her. The whole outing was very.. ad libitum, though. But meh. :D All up for spontaneity! Seeing AAR there in person

A Little Piece Of Heaven.

2009-10-30T00:24:00.005+08:00

"’Cause I really always knew that my little crime would be cold That's why I got a heater for your thighs" My favourite part of the song! :) A7X IS AWESOME LEHHHHHH. Albeit having the weirdest song concepts. _________________________________________________________________ Yes, school has been fun lately. In Lab 2, essentially. I love you, Powerpoint Presentation. 3W spends our days

2009-10-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

Thanks for asking. :)

i(REALLY HAD A LOT OF)Fun!

2009-10-26T23:11:00.006+08:00

Yes, as all Wesleyans know, the Interact Club had their carnival - aptly named iFun - today in school (I called it 'apt' because, according to Saac and Geekeat, it's fun for the Interactors 'cause they get to extort our money *Rolls eyes*). And yes, it was super bloody freaking-words-cannot-suffice fun! :) So like, yeah. Met up with Saac after homeroom period, and after incorporating Geekeat and

2009-10-25T23:20:00.003+08:00

I'm such an IDIOT OMG.

Zhi Le Strikes Yet Again!

2009-10-24T18:34:00.004+08:00

You know the drill: I got tagged on Facebook, but since nobody gives a rat's arse about my Notes, I'm posting it here. Enjoy! :) Have your parents ever caught you drinking? - I don't drink at all. o_O Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to? - Mmhmmm. :) What were you doing 30 minutes ago? - Uhm, showering. *Sniffs* I SMELL GOOD. What was the highlight of your week? - Oh, Friday

All The Right Moves.

2009-10-23T22:01:00.071+08:00

Gah, One Republic's new single is so beautiful. Click! Mmm anyway. :) Pavilion today was AWESOME, seriously. And I'd really like to expatiate on it and list out EVERY ITTY BITTY DETAIL SO I CAN REMEMBER IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE butttttt! Sigh, public blog, people, public blog. I CAN'T JUST BLAB EVERYTHING OUT HERE. ... Though I really really want to. :( I miss someone. Haih well. Watched "

I Know, I Can't Believe It Myself.

2009-10-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

Yes I am aware that PMR is over and done with, and that the majority of the blogosphere doesn't want to be reminded of it ever again, but here are a couple of the more LUDICROUS answers that I'd written during the exam: Science Paper 2 Q: What gas is released when you mix lime juice with zinc powder? A: Hydrogen My Answer: Zinc citrate ROFL. All thanks to Hui Yi and her "citrus" obsession! xD

And Suddenly.

2009-10-21T23:32:00.004+08:00

I AM BACK! Finally. Stupid Jim. Can you BELIEVE he died on me AGAIN last Saturday?!! Sigh so yes. I'M SO SO SORRY, DEAD BLOG. Resuscitation commencing... Now. *Plugs defibrillator in* One... Two... CLEAR! xD ____________________________________________________________ RIGHT SO ANYWAY. My hols so far have been.. Interesting. Ahem. Yes. I really need to give my blog a revamp. :/ The sunset

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus.

2009-10-17T11:26:00.003+08:00

Came across these when I was blog-hopping, and yeah I'd thought it was so hilarious and DOWNRIGHT FRICKIN' TRUE that I HAD to post it up. :) Read it, and tell me what you think! 60 Things Girls Need To Understand About Guys 1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! 2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the

Our Prerogative.

2009-10-16T01:19:00.007+08:00

FINALLY!It's all over. :DPenilaian Menengah Rendah, Form 4 Entrance Exam, everything.I'M A FREE WOMAN.And what exactly do emancipated people do the moment they're liberated, you ask?WELL....Damn, that felt GOOOOOOD. 8)*Jakunted laugh*____________________________________________________________ANYWAYS!Since the Form 3's had to endure another forty-eight hours of relentless exams whilst every other

Nostalgia.

2009-10-16T01:10:00.009+08:00

Shit. I'm getting so .. schmaltzy.It's the day after exams and I'm sitting here reading through my old e-mails on some inexplicable reminiscent whim. At 1.10AM.I can't believe I was such a freak two years ago. *Rolls eyes*... A freak with awesome friends, though. :) It's amazing how they could put up with me. And keep coming back to care for me, time and time again.But they left in the end anyway

2009-10-15T00:17:00.007+08:00

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything.:)

Debacle.

2009-10-14T17:54:00.004+08:00

Today, I realized two things.One: I will never get into Science Stream.and Two: My friends actually know me better than I'd given them credit for. Way, WAAAAY better.Thanks Hui Layin Looi Clar. Love you guys :)Sorry, just having a bad day. Will start updating properly tomorrow!

Start, Start, Start The Party.

2009-10-13T22:38:00.007+08:00

Extract from Adam's SMS13 OKTOBER 2009, 9.40AM. Tarikh bersejarah yang tidak tercatat dalam buku teks, bagi semua penduduk Tingkatan 3. Bendera Penjajahan PMR telahpun diturunkan bermakna kita telah berjaya memperoleh kebebasan selepas - *counts* 1016 hari. Darurat "duduk rumah study" telah dibubarkan. Perjuangan bermati-matian semua Dato Seri akan sentiasa dihargai.I can't believe it.What we've

2009-09-27T13:58:00.001+08:00

That was.. Wow.Thank you. :)

You And I.

2009-09-26T17:01:00.013+08:00

... We're an overnight sensation ;)LONG UPDATE! FINALLY!Have I ever mentioned how much I love All-Time Low? SERIOUSLY?Somebody buy me "Nothing Personal" for Christmas, GAH. BLOODY AWESOME ALBUM LAAAAAH.Ahem. So. Sorry for neglecting this 'ere blog for so long. :)I'm surprised people still come here.... Not that they do, but still.SOOOO... My holidays. How have they been, you ask?One word:

Loving You Is Cherry Pie.

2009-09-26T01:43:00.003+08:00

Mmm.26/09/09.Isn't today such a great day? :P